Posted by Roadwolf on September 20, 2024
Thoughts and Politics
AI is indeed a powerful tool, and I have watched it develop over the last few years. In it's beginning, it was obviously silly. But now that it has matured, it's ability to provide reasonable explainations, rationalize and hypothisize, have impressed me. I'll admit to using AI to assist me with my coding. It is often so much easier than trying to search through coding forums, or manuals to try to figure out the correct syntax or standard to use for various pieces of code. It is like having a buddy sitting beside you, who is an expert coder, who can walk you through most things. So long as you understand some basics, AI can help you move forward. It can also frustrate you as well, especially if it gets stuck in a troubleshooting loop, and you aren't providing it with the information it needs to fully understand the problem.
In any case, I decided one day to ask about The Matrix. A great film from 1999, where humanity is unknowingly enslaved by AI, and a group of hackers who have freed themselves, fight to save humanity. I asked AI first, what the 'meanings' are behind the storyline: Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on September 5, 2024
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I have been having a lot of fun and doing a great deal of research related to, what is essentially, my virtual model railroad. My RailOps project is pretty much at Alpha testing stage now, and I will happily provide a link for interested parties to apply for an account. My SVNO rail line, runs from Northern Ontario through New York and is headed down the East side of the Mississippi River. Currently the Southern terminus is near Columbus, Ohio.
The current rail network is made up of four rail companies. And it seems that railcars and goods are interchanging betweem them just fine. Currently I have over 300 industries, trading over 400 different products. There are supply chains and for sure a need to link suppliers up with consumers.
As I expand my rail network, and also develop and define the industries to handle realistic material and create a realistic supply chain, I am learning more and more about our world. I will say that I am utterly shocked about just how many different products and chemicals are made from just Natural Gas, Air and Water. It is bewildering. Another thing I stumbled across was this gem below. What kind of mine or operation was this? This is located just along my SVNO mainline coming into Ohio from West of Pittsburgh. At first very little information could be found about it. Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on July 15, 2024
Thoughts and Politics
I really have been avoiding the news the last few months, and as such it wasn't until late Saturday that I had heard about Trump getting shot at (or technically shot). I initially found it interesting that it happened in Butler, PA which is a town I have visited before. I watched the video and found it to be quite bewildering. One thing I did notice was there were a lot of female agents who were fumbling around. I also thought it was wild that Trump was able to break through his human shield while it seemed like shots were still ringing out, and gave a defiant fist. It was a strong show of power and leadership for sure, but the first thing I could think of was that this act will be used by the Left to suggest that Trump incited people to fight and take arms, if anything retalitory ever happened.
Having a large family here to entertain and take care of, I really didn't have time or energy to really look into things for myself, but I figured there had to be something strange with this. Security is supposed to be super tight around presidential type people. So I made sure to listen to the noagendashow. As I expected it was informative. As many reading have already seen, indeed there were a number of curious aspects to this. From the supposed shooter being involved in 'Blackrock' commercials (so he already had acting experience) and wearing DemolitionRanch shirts, a popular Right wing (tho not super political) YouTuber. The shooter himself was also a registered Republican. Not to mention the Police and Security's lack of response to the guests who were pointing out the shooter scurrying along the roof, including videos of these people doing so. Supposedly one officer did climb the roof but backs off when the shooter pointed the rifle at him. And what about the case of the Sniper who had the shooter in his sights three minutes prior, and was told not to shoot by the Secret Service. But then when the shooter did open fire, he shot against orders, killing the shooter, and supposedly got terminated and arrested by the FBI for questioning.
I also found it interesting that Biden, on the Friday before hand, had come out and said that Trump was a threat to the nation. Had the roles been reversed, they would of had Trump up on charges for saying that just before an attempted assassination of his rival.
In any case, I initially thought that this could go very well for Trump or it might not matter at all. I still believe the latter is true. I believe that the deep state is so deeply entrenched, and so much in control, that they will get their desired result. The Democrats control the voting 'machine' and so it isn't tough for them to pull off a win. But I think this year they were getting scared that they might not be able to pull it off a second time.
Another thought I had was that maybe the shooting event was planned and staged by the Republicans and it was intended to be just an attempt, and a staged shooting using squibs and blanks was part of the plan, which is why agents were told not to open fire on the shooter. Perhaps he was supposed to live? Perhaps he actually is still alive? Who knows. It is so hard to really know what is truly going on behind the scenes these days. Hollywood and the Media are so intertwined.
Who knows... I am thankful Trump is alright. I really don't see him as a 'politician'. He is just has the average Alpha male dude personality which I think is why a lot of working families tend to like him.
In Retrospect, many people in my life have been saying for a while now, that the country is in danger. I agree. Problem is they seem to think there is going to be an uprising against the Left. My thought is that it is highly unlikely that the American people will form up to stand up against a corrupt government. Most people are so busy just trying to get by, or so stoned, or so lost in their electronic games or social media, that they won't go out of their way to stand up to anything. Small groups here or there will never be successful either. To be successful it would have to be a national, co-ordinated action with some semblence of a command structure and plan in place. For example, maybe focusing an overthrow of the court system, the local government, and the state level government. Sadly we can't rely too much on our military to step in to protect the country for us, as most of the top brass has been culled by Obama to remove more Right leaning Generals. This means that it is more likely that in such a situation the armed forces would be split up into localized allegiance forces, and we would have a civil war on our hands. A civil war with the most advanced force in the world.
But like I mentioned, this is highly unlikely to happen. Most people are too caught up in their own lives that they are too entitled to think about doing what is best for their country and for preserving what it stood for. Now for sure, I am sure some might say 'But Roadwolf, you were a Canadian! What do you know about being an American!'. A valid reply. But for those who don't know me, I will just mention that those that do know me have commented that I am more American than most Americans. Meh.... I have lived in Canada. I wouldn't want to go back. I don't really care for the socialist and Left leaning society that is promoted up there. I feel that the self esteem movement, and catering to minority groups is not a good path to follow. People need to learn to earn what they get, which makes them respect what they have more. Giving people handicapts to jump ahead won't help anyone, including those you are attempting to help.
Honestly, if it was easy to do, right now I think I would choose to live in Russia, as I feel that its now Right leaning, and Republic style social system more so aligns with what America stood for than where American stands right now. It is interesting to me how since the Soviet era, Russia has become more right leaning and conservative, while the USA has become more Left leaning and Socialist. Acting like the same Commies that we hated during the Cold War. And when it all comes down to it, those Commies of the Soviet Union did end up winning World War II for us. Without them we would have seen Germany reign. Tho some would point out that German is reigning now in Europe, as it pulls the strings on the EU.
Edit on July 28th:
As more details emerge, it seems very suspicious that the building the shooter was on and the company within, was owned and financed by Blackrock, Blackrock also had a Put on Trumps stocks, and the shooter was in Blackrock commercials - so he had ties with them. Also Soro's son had distributed flyers just before showing a bullet hole through a window and a hand holding 47 dollars. So it does seem like an inside job. The explosives point towards a FBI 6 Week Cycle event. Obviously the shooter was killed - video seems to have proven that. It is also clear that it wasn't anywhere close to a Republican false flag. The head of the USSS stepped down, and also Biden is essentially stepping down, on the understanding that he and his family will get full immunity, which in it's self is telling. Now that Harris is in, it seems they might try to fudge the vote for her, and maybe they think they can get away with it this time, because she isn't Biden. But we shall see.... Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on January 4, 2024
Thoughts and Politics
The first three days of 2024 all brought me close to homicides or attempted homicides. I am no stranger to traumatic events. And at work, I deal with violence, death and drugs on a daily basis. Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on January 28, 2023
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I wanted to touch a little bit upon my past, and how that may or may not relate to my current situation.
I am very selective with whom I choose to be close with. I see society as being in a constant state of flux, and thus unworthy of deep commitment to social norms. But that doesn't mean I am any sort of rebel or socially inept individual. On the contrary, I was raised as a Roman Catholic, and while it has been a while since I have been active in the church, I still do practice the teachings and believe that being kind, respectful and helpful, even to strangers, is the ideal way to go about ones day. But I am not one to try to impress others by trying to prove that I fall within their definition of what they think I should be. I am just me, and I just focus on being the best me I can be.
Those whom are in my circle of trust - those I consider part of my pack - I am protective of. They have obviously earned my respect, and I have also earned their respect. I generally limit how much I allow someone to get to know me unless they are within my pack. Even this blog is only a very filtered selection of snippets of topics which have interested me over the years, or topics which I have felt the need to write about for my own interest or understanding. In no way is this blog meant to be a magical portal to define me.
While through my adult life, I have generally more often had a smaller pack, there were times where my pack numbered in the dozens. And through various relationships, I have also explored a number of types of love, and emotional bonds. I have also experienced pain and betrayal as well. I often will say that while calm waters offer a relaxing paddle, it is the stormy seas that will teach you the most about life.
Life is Dynamic. We change and evolve as we live it and explore various lifestyles and interests. I have had many interests and experiences, and as such I have a fairly wide scope from which to reference from.
During my early twenties, I ended up marrying my best female friend. We did Love each other, but I am not really sure to what extent. We still were both missing something from each other. Sure, I was still young, and still hadn't learned a lot about how to treat a lady, or even how to be a fully helpful domestic partner. I'll admit I did take her for granted, as she did me. I had moved right from my parents basement into a live in situation with her. But before we had even gotten a proper apartment together, we had already decided that being Polyamorous was what we wanted. Part of that was due to both of us finding other partners on WoW, which piqued our interest. This started me down a path which led me down a bit of a rabbit hole.
After a few partners, I caught the attention of a female who claimed to be a 'submissive'. She told me I had all sorts of great qualities that a good natural Dom has. I easily and effortlessly earn respect. I am open minded and like to explore. And I am firm and grounded. Indeed this caused me to delve into this topic to explore it. Part of this blog was dedicated to helping me figure out what was what, and try to explain (mostly to myself), how that complex subculture of Dom/sub worked.
Realistically, the role of Dom/sub that I see myself as having been part of, is absolutely not some kinky dungeon view of any full on BDSM, whip wielding Dominant who just wants to impart pain and punishment and control over everyone under him. Not at all. In fact, I prefer to discuss and have a mutual agreement on things. I am calm, and I take time to think about things before acting or deciding. There are so many options and approaches to every choice or direction, and weighing those options for the most logical or wisest approach is always ideal. I believe that my position is more so that of a partner who is grounded and helps support and prop up his partner so that together we make a strong team.
That dynamic or topic is for sure very complex, and I guess it should just be stated that if you aren't open minded, perhaps you just aren't mentally capable of understanding such topics. In which case, such a person really shouldn't be reading this blog. Any post on here might be too much for them to process.
I believe wisdom comes with age and experience. I do however try to be logical and methodical. Sometimes the need to examine a topic in a logical manner, is the sole purpose of writing a post on here. On top of that I have a stubbornness, which once I have formed a logical conclusion, it is difficult to sway me from it unless a more logical direction is suggested. But my firmness and grounded level headed mannerisms, combined with that decision making gives me the ability to be an effective guide. That Dominant guidance, is often what a more submissive person may seek. Someone who can help guide them with logical choices, while being strong and helping propel them forward and upwards.
Just because someone is a submissive, or a Dominant doesn't mean they are always into kinky things either. In fact, many just like the more old school dynamic. But even so, the comfort, and protection a Dominant partner gives to their submissive partner often does inspire more intimate connection, and thus fuels more adventure in the bedroom.
Sure there are couples out there that prefer to just stay between the lines and never venture into any explorative ventures. That is fine. But I do tend to enjoy spice.
That being said, this doesn't mean that someone who has a spicy lifestyle would not be a good parent. The ability to be open minded, but also firm and grounded, I believe will make me an excellent parent. Those who are close to me all agree, and suggest that I will be a great dad.
But there are very closed minded people out there, who will subjectively read posts from my past, and form a judgement (prejudice) on who I am based solely on writings, sometimes from years ago and in previous relationships and dynamics. Honestly, if someone is that shallow that they will subjectively form a strong opinion on someone else without actually interacting with them, just based upon a blog, then that person isn't someone I want to get to know in any way, anyhow. And that person can not claim to know me in any meaningful way. Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on March 8, 2022
Thoughts and Politics
I was chatting with a friend about her current studies in Bio Engineering with virus protein binders. I mentioned that I had heard that Ebola and HIV had the same protein binders. She said really? She then thought about it for a moment, and then muttered that they could of been made in the same lab. I laughed and said yeah, exactly.
The conversation then reminded me of the downing of MH17 over Ukraine in 2014, 8 years ago when the Americans started messing with Ukraine. The following episode of No Agenda is a great listen in whole, which provides some good background for what is happening now in Ukraine. But this clip provided here, starts an hour into the show, where Adam deconstructs what likely happened to down the plane.
No Agenda Show 636
The show then goes on to talk about the passengers on board who were on the way to the world AIDS conference. Interesting isn't it?
MH17 Passengers may have had AIDS research breakthrough.
So what could those researchers have had, which might of gotten them killed? No Agenda Show 639. Maybe the fact that Ebola and AIDS have been engineered in the same lab? Ah yes. And these clips from 8 years ago, come full circle to the comments my friend made, which I quoted at the beginning of this post. So how it works, and you can listen to the show discuss it here, is that both Ebola and HIV use the NPC1 Protein to bind to the human body, and cause an infection.
Interestingly enough, that show goes on to discuss SARS and Genetic Engineering using injections to actually cause a whole race to be eliminated. But hey, 8 years ago... Ukraine, Russia is bad, America is going in to 'Help' Ukraine, Biolabs, and Bio Weapons, and AIDS researchers being killed in a civilian airliner which was shot down using electronic warfare, presumably being run by NATO or Western friendly forces, and SARS.... Makes you go hmm. Sounds like a playbook from today. Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on February 25, 2022
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Well not really. But it is forsure the last night of a good chunk of my life, as I am turning 40 tonight.
The big news today, Russian invading Ukraine, was inescapable. For weeks this has played out. But why now?
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Posted by Roadwolf on February 4, 2022
Thoughts and Politics
There are some serious flaws in our medical system right now. For context, I wasn't feeling super great yesterday. At first I figured it was the weather - the dampness making me sore and achey. No, as I was getting ready for bed, it had developed quickly into a splitting headache, chills and fever, and an upset tummy. Instantly, once I got the upset tummy, I was like. FLU!
Luckily I had some TamiFlu in stock in my medicine cabinet, from the last time I had flu like symptoms and was prescribed it. So I took a dose right away. At the time I had a splitting headache, and was shaking with chills and extremely achey. No lie, in 20 minutes, I was feeling better enough to comfortably fall asleep.
So I had beaten back the Flu. Given my body a chance to fight it. Now, time to get a new supply of TamiFlu. So I called my doctor.
At this point it was afternoon the next day. I had taken a 2nd dose of TamiFlu already, and I was feeling pretty good considering. I was on hold for about an hour and a half, before finally getting thru and requesting Tamiflu, explaining the symptoms and situation. The call taker said they had never heard of anyone requesting Tamiflu... Oh?
So a Nurse calls me back and says my practitioner suggests I get a COVID test to confirm. I said, I believe I already had COVID in early January. Everyone around me had it, and if I tested now, I would show positive. I also have been already taking Tamiflu - that is expired and old - but it is working with great effect. So it isn't Coronavirus, as that doesn't work with Coronavirus. Oh, was the reply.
After another call, they said okay, you have the RX.
This this outlines a major flaw in modern medicine. TamiFlu needs to be administered within 48 hours of the first symptoms to be effective against the Flu. If you have to wait for the results of a PCR test which they recommended, it would push you beyond that 48 hour mark. Meanwhile you are suffering. And on top of that, sure, many people who get the Flu also get coronavirus along side it, because it is a common winter ailment. So you will test positive, and then you will be treated as a COVID patient or death, as opposed to a recovering flu patient.
When doctors begin allowing computers, care protocols and insurance protocols to direct them like robots, they loose any forward thinking. Listening to the patient is sometimes the best thing a doctor can do. In my case, I was able to convince them of my needs, and stand firm.
Now, I will admit, sometimes I am wrong about my own conditions - We sometimes think the worst about what is happening to us. This time I wasn't. The fact that Tamiflu worked so quickly tells me it was for sure the Flu.
I have a fresh RX of TamiFlu now. It is great stuff! Read more
Posted by Roadwolf on November 29, 2021
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I sit here, yet again in Conneaut, Ohio. It was quite an adventurious ride here tonight. A few bands of lake effect snow, along I-90. But my trusty Roadwolf mobile handled it well with it's new tires.
I have been stressed about a few things lately. For one, Money. With the inflation and cost of living driving way up. Thanks Biden. It is surely making it harder to survive. Even making 80k or so, it is a struggle. I wonder just how hard people making less are having it. I am fortunate to have a job. And it is a decent job at that. So perhaps I should just be thankful for that. But part of me wonders - why work my butt off to survive, when people are seemingly living off of the government or some other source, and sitting around all day seemingly? I don't know. Maybe it is the fact that I have some 'wealth' or property that I have accumulated, and thus, I must work to keep that.
But what if I gave it all up? Well... I doubt that would happen. It doesn't seem like a wise choice.
I recently watched the movie Interstellar. Indeed a great movie. I found a chuckle in the premise that the whole world turned Socialist and things fell apart. Or maybe things fell apart before the turn to socialism. In any case, it seems it happened afterwards, because Cooper mentioned that they got rid of the MRI which would of saved his wife's life. So, in a way it foreshadows just how shitty a Socialist world would be. But then, why is it such a rage? I think people have just been so brainwashed and damaged - so dehumanized and removed from what it truly means to be human and live a fulfilling life. In a way I blame big tech, but also Hollywood, and the education system.
On that note, I have found a decent female. Terri is a great gal. Not someone who is brainwashed and damaged, that is for sure. She has a great mind.
I hope, circling back to the money issue, that Terri will eventually be able to move in with me - sooner than later. Because it is very close to becoming difficult to afford the traveling expenses.
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Posted by Roadwolf on November 2, 2021
Blog and Journal Thoughts and Politics
2021 is almost over. What a crazy couple of years. Going from one of the best economies we have seen, to high inflation and what is seemingly a steady and planned nosedive into poverty and hardship for a majority of Americans, and indeed people all around the world.
Was this the UN's plan with Agenda 21? Are the rich and powerful behind this all, trying to further distance themselves from the scummy bottom feeders that are the general public? I am unsure. Maybe this is all unplanned, and just happening naturally? It is hard to believe that. Everything seems to have some political spin now. It can't be pure chance if it seems planned.
Whatever the case, there are a lot of people who are arming themselves now. People are preparing for the fall of society. Rightfully so. With mask and vaccine mandates running rampant, there are many police forces which are in the midst of a huge labor shortage. And the officers who are left, are not as likely to be willing to enforce the law, especially when they know they don't have as much backup available to them.
To some people, this seems just fine. Police represent a bad and oppressive part of society. To others, police represent security and order. I think the divide is generally speaking, if you are a land or business owner, you likely want the police around. If you rent, and are a general worker / student, then you may see the police as an oppressive force.
Regardless, there are a lot of people who are seeing this now, and who are arming themselves in order to protect themselves and also for survival uses, incase the supply chain issue gets worse. I am indeed one of those people. We may have to begin hunting for our own food soon, if we want to be able to get real meat for an affordable price. I have heard that Cattle Ranchers are not getting good price offers for their beef. The meat supply industry is undercutting the asking prices of the ranchers. Yet they go and sell meat prices for higher than average.
So it seems that the meat shortage isn't on the ranchers side, but rather the meat suppliers creating their own shortage by not wanting to purchase cattle at a reasonable price, and so they are having a hard time finding cattle at those prices. So that is concerning.
A lot of the troubles we are facing right now, have been artificially created by policy changes, mandates, and fear porn spread by the mainstream media and PR type talking heads. If you erased the last 2 years of BULLSHIT, and we had just treated the virus similar to how we treat the flu, we would be in a great position right now - and I imagine TRUMP would still be president.
So why is all of this being artificially created?
That is the scary thing. Be it UN's Agenda 21, or George Soros trying to push his Nazi Party viewpoints, or some other misguided attempt to create a global government, while controlling the plebs of society. The reasons are unclear - there are so many theories and so many actors trying to manipulate the public. But the results will be clear.
There are already a vast amount of skilled, intelligent, people who are standing up to this, and leaving their professions. Many trades and positions are now being filled with sub-standard workers who lack proper training and guidance. The ones who actually know how to do things are leaving, and switching to work in simple jobs. Why? Well if you can work in your specialized job, and have to face all sorts of bullshit which makes your job harder - when you have earned your position and proven yourself. That gets frustrating over time.
But what if you left that position, and then worked in a simple field that is a lot easier, making similar income (minimum wage has gone up, so that wage gap between well paying specialized jobs and basic wages has narrowed). Where you aren't held to a higher standard, and you can slack off a little more, and say fuck it because the job doesn't really matter as much. Less stress and bullshit to deal with, sure. And roughly the same money coming in? hmm... Sometimes sanity is worth some sacrifice.
The world is indeed headed towards an artificially created hardship right now. And whether governments will fall. Whether war will come - be it civil war, or a world war (china?)... Whatever is going to happen, as human beings our duty to ourselves is to survive and prosper. Prepare to defend yourself. Prepare to survive. And get out there and have babies (chuckling). Read more
